Thank you for your reply. You’re correct that it’s hard to make almost anything happen in this world, especially in one’s endeavor to seek the highest Truth. As I’ve told you not long ago that it may take millions of lifetimes to achieve such perfectional stage. However, since such Truth is now with me after a long long search, how can I let it slip from my hand so easily by taking the so-called middle point? Returning to same old point means spiritual suicide to me. I can only go further and further for the ultimate salvation since I deeply know that’s no alternative but the only safe way to go in the deep dark ocean of material existence.
Healther, for yourself, I believe the big society is the best classroom for you to learn your various kinds of lessons before you make your choice as to become a materialist or idealist or this –list or that -list. I also believe that the most powerful Time Factor of the Supreme Lord will always guide you all the way through the Lord’s another mighty agent known as Maya Devi. No rush, young man. The good seeds have been planted within the core of your heart by your strong desire to seek the great truth. In due course, you’ll definitely reap what you’ve sowed. You are blessed, anyway. God will never forget what you’ve said. Be good. 